Feel so overwhelmed at the moment. I don't know what's going on.
I have so much work but whatever I do never seems nearly good enough.
I can't even with my eating. So so screwy at the moment.
My moods are back and forth like a slinky on a rollercoaster.
How can everything seem so easy one minute and then suddenly become the hardest thing ever?
I don't understand, and I'm scared.
I feel so tiny in this world, like I'll never make a difference, like I'll never really be valued for what I am, least of all by myself, like I'll just be trapped in this petty struggle with myself forever.